homo?

this week, i seem to be surrounded by gay people for some reason. its not like i have anything against gay people, they're interesting to talk to and they're fun to watch. its just the fact that i have seen soooooo many in the space of a few days kind of freaks me out because there was a time where meeting a gay person was something out of the ordinary. but now, it just seems like an everyday thing.

lets see, when i went for that karnival SRK, i met 2 gay people. there was maula, the most famous of all gays, and my friend ieda's senior. like i said, i have nothing against them. they're just fun to watch and to talk to. like when ieda's senior sort of admitted to me that he was gay. extremely open but at the same time, indirect. he said the words 'haluan kiri' and 'insyaallah, i akan ke jalan yang benar, tapi sekarang i tak nak betray myself'. indirect, open. very very good.

maula's always fun to talk to, but i'm not going to write down what he said to me. none of your nosy business, thank you.

and today, i saw about what? six gay people. yeah, six. there was the gay gang of tailors. they were so lembut and they knew more about kain than i did, about all the cuttings and the fashions and what not. fine, i'm not exactly the kind that cares about the way my baju kurung looks, as long as i look hot in it. hahaha whatever lah, but these people. fuhh! kain kipas ke belakang lah, kurung riau lah, kain duyung lah, and these other terms that i don't understand and don't bother to. at times, in that tailors shop, i did feel a bit embarassed and somewhat out of place because there i was, a 16 year old malay girl who knew nothing about kain and next to me were 3 gay guys who sounded like they swallowed a freaking dictionary of malaysian designs. malu malu malu. its like they were ready to get married off, they just sounded so...womanly and in the know about all this kind of things.

later when i went to eat dinner with the family, there was this table with 3 gay guys. they were all carrying little flowery handbags and their hand gestures were fun to watch. their hands kind of looked like they were boneless and very very free.

another thing, have you noticed that gay people are usually either flabby and have big bodies and tiny legs or they are hot and handsome but, unfortunately lembik.
its like, a sad fact of gay-ness.

and is sheikh muzaphar or however-you-spell-it gay? i hope he is, that guys seems to good to be true. smart, hot, nice, athletic (?) bla bla bla. how often do you see a guy like that, he seems like flawless. he'd better be gay.

i feel weird typing this. is this a good topic? i don't think so. but mcm sayang nak delete so i'll just post it.